Thursday, March 28, 2013

On a rainy day


It is called rain, but there are so many types of rain. Damned rain, which never ends, day after day, week after week, flooding rivers and towns. Blessed rain, after a hot spell, refreshing the air, helping us get back our breath; streams acquire fresh energy, toads rejoice in their ponds, roots spread out in the earth. Icy water rains; summer rains which turn to hail; lukewarm showers on the tropics, where the sky clouds over for half an hour everyday, and then comes clear again. Flashing rain in equatorial typhoons.
We all know what rain is, but exactly what is it? According to the dictionary, it is “condensed moisture of atmosphere falling visibly in separate drops.” This scientific approach makes us smile. These natural sciences would deprive us of our sense of wonder, but there is wonder in all things, and those who do not see it are deaf, dumb and blind. Wonder is not presumptuous, but humble. Actually, rain is different according to the place and creature. Ants see a drop of rain as an enormous elastic ball; rain inspires earthworms to come up; it does’nt wet fish, and produces a mirage in the desert.
Lovers love the rain. They huddle, just the two of them, under one umbrella, detached from everyone else, alone and happy in their tiny space of a world. The truly terrible rain is that of the soul, subtle, insistent, endless within us. Beware of it, it represents a temptation, cancelling the wonders of the universe and the divine presence.
What do I feel?
Yeh daulat bhee le lo, yeh shohrat bhee le lo,
Bhale chheen lo mujh se meri jawani,
Magar mujh ko lauta do mera woh bachpan,
Woh kagaz ki kashti, woh bearish ka paani.

Tuesday, March 19, 2013

The Stream of Life

An individual human existence should be like a river---small at first, narrowly contained within its banks, and rushing passionately past boulders and over waterfalls. Gradually the river grows wider, the banks recede, the waters flow more quietly, and in the end, without any visible break, it merges in the sea, and painlessly loses its individual being. The man who, in the old age, can see life this way, will not suffer from the fear of death, since the things he cares for will continue.